Feb 21, 2006 16:34
so wow, i'v finally decided to come bac to livejournal and update. my life actually has some structure to it now. i go to school 3 days out of the week and have the other 2 days to work and do whatever. of course theres Apex practice on the weekends, which is going great. our show is finally coming together and im definately getting more confident after each show.
moving on, i had a very interesting conversation with my mom the other night. she and i were talking about next semester and what i plan on doing after that. well i told her i want to spend next semester at ccc, and then maybe after that go somewhere else. she agrees with this idea, but then said somthing i didn't see coming at all. she said she thinks it would probably be a good idea if i didn't do apex next season. i was shocked. i don't really know how to respond to that since she knows how much i love colorguard and apex. it's one of the only things that makes me happy in my life. i don't feel like worrying about it now, but i can't for some reason. i mean, she supports the idea of me going to school for whatever i choose, but doesn't support colorguard? ugh i jsut don;t know what to do. i know i'll figure somthing out. especially since one of her big concerns is money. i'll figure it all out in the end, hopefully.