Blind Faith?
so yeah lately life is really getting to me. if it werent for my friend kevin from church i would probally just give up. so many things are going wrong, or so it seems. but i think it is god who is having my life fall apart cause he knows that my life before i came to him was built on lies and for some reason im not letting go of it so he is making me get rid of it the hard way. im having to face every lie i ever told and you know what...its ok with me cause i know he has something better in store for me. even though i cant see them yet.....but that is what blind faith is all about right? i mean come on without faith nothing matters right? ok well just so everyone know i could careless anymore. i think im going to get a new phone number too so that everyone that had a part in my OLD life can leave me alone and i wont be tempted to fall again. and let me say that this isnt me blaming my friends for my faults cause it is mine and mine alone. my friends are great people at heart but without christ how great can you be? i love you all and will countinue to pray for you. ok im out. time to go see how things are going. oh and i am offically done with like warrior poets, and every other band that i was working with....god needs me to focus on him and him only right now. then ill start something again...so dont fret this isnt the last of tim barber and his GOD given musical skills.