happy birtdhay to me

[causburn]

it was an up and down weekend, well, all up until sunday. the whole weekend would have been great had sunday not sucked. someone has finally seen mel's side of the story, and it was me, i try not to care, but its childish, so i have to. there are 2 people that live in that room, christina and mel, josh is a guest, and i can see why mel gets so frustrated by the whole situation. think about it, its her room, and there are times that she cant go in there, that is just wrong, if your gonna have private time, have it when its just the 2 of you, not in the middle of mels time home, or when things need to get done, stuff like that. i dont know how they do it, i really dont, its like they dont care what mels wants, and dont care if it upsets her. and the only reason i care is because im there just as much as anyone, and i see it all the time, its not cool for mel. and if stephen comes home, and gets back with mel, its gonna get really weird, because then your gonna have problems with that too, because mel and stephen are gonna want the room, and christina and josh are gonna want it too, so oh well, all im saying is everything is setting itself up, and it looks like im the only one that sees it, and if im not, your pretty numb for not doing anything about it. oh well...

p.s. if you dont like what i write in my journal, then dont read it, cause they are my thoughts...