I GOT DITCHED!!!
this sucks, i got ditched last night. i was supposed to go to va beach and play halo 2 on xbox live with candice, and she never called me. i talked to amy, but i wasnt in the mood to go over there after getting ditched, i just wanted to stay at ODU, with people i know wont ditch me. so things are much better now, they are back to the way they were. im living with the fact that im single, and its not like ive never been here before, i just didnt expect to be here for so long. we took some really good pics last night, one of me josh and christina in our threesome pose, and then val and monkey mel hopped in and we get a picture of the five of us. those are the kind of pictures that you frame on your wall in your home and remember the times that they occured like 20 years from now. i dont wanna grow up, cause im a toys r us kid is my new theme song. because i dont want the time to pass anymore than it has to. im pushing 22, another 2 weeks and i will be there. im ready for the birthday, but not ready to face the truth, im getting old, hehehe. bu anyway, this whole ordeal has shown me some tihngs that were right in front of me that i never knew i had, and never knew existed. one, i noticed that some friends are just irreplacable, no matter what the situation. i thought things would be weird between me and josh, but they are the opposite. we prolly get along better now than we did before. and christina, my best friend this side of the world, and quite possibly the other side, if i knew anyone over there, is the most irreplacable person of all. at first i wanted what was best for me, and thats not my style, ive always wanted whats best for the other party. i think thats what my x ment when she said get back to my roots. i didnt understand what she meant at first, but now i do, i have to put christinas interest first, which is being with josh. but anyway, im gonna go do something fun, i cant sit here and think about this all day, its gonna get me down, and thats never cool. so leave some comments, talk to you later, bye.