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what an amazing weekend. I love seeing my family and chilling with my cousins. It just keeps getting better and better, I hung out with my cousin's friends at his grad party and we all had a ridiculous time. I realizied alot of things about myself in terms of what I want in life and what I am looking for. It is so different than high school. I really want to go back to PA at least once again over holidays...I'll try to figure it out.
I am obsessed with being successful in life. I get so overwhelmed by it sometimes. There are so many thoughts in my head I feel like I am overloading. There are so many things I'm not finding in this town. There is nothing satisfying, it is infertile and it will suficate you if you're here too long. Coming back just makes me realize it more and more.
I'm not even sure what I am going to do with my life. Too many options.
I am obsessed with being successful in life. I get so overwhelmed by it sometimes. There are so many thoughts in my head I feel like I am overloading. There are so many things I'm not finding in this town. There is nothing satisfying, it is infertile and it will suficate you if you're here too long. Coming back just makes me realize it more and more.
I'm not even sure what I am going to do with my life. Too many options.