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school's stupid. can't do it.
this comes at a time where i am switching contraceptive prescriptions so everything is out of whack. also at a time where i am so fucking stressed because roger hasn't got a job yet, for some fucking reason, and i might have to pay the rent with my part time liquor store job. also around my birthday which sets me off.
don't get how everyone else seems to get the fuck over stress and shit without being destroyed like i get. fuuuuck.
i'm not doing okay, i'm unhappy, i'm back to dreaming about grosenick constantly, love roger but i am too absorbed in my own shit to give him the love he deserves.
what've i done?
fuck this.
this comes at a time where i am switching contraceptive prescriptions so everything is out of whack. also at a time where i am so fucking stressed because roger hasn't got a job yet, for some fucking reason, and i might have to pay the rent with my part time liquor store job. also around my birthday which sets me off.
don't get how everyone else seems to get the fuck over stress and shit without being destroyed like i get. fuuuuck.
i'm not doing okay, i'm unhappy, i'm back to dreaming about grosenick constantly, love roger but i am too absorbed in my own shit to give him the love he deserves.
what've i done?
fuck this.