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lets see....today at school wasnt soo incredibly bad for an even day. then after school i discovered 3 or 4 baby bunnies in a nest in my backyard. i saw my dog sniffing something and ya....babies....so i called my parents and we are just hoping that the mom comes back. but the sad part is that about 3 yards away from the nest was a dead baby. it was soo cute though..i felt SOO bad. i just HOPE TO GOD that the mom comes back...i dont want the others to die.
then i went to the movies with Devon. We saw "A Lot Like Love" it was a cute movie. Man, ashton kutcher is sooo hott in it. but anyways i saw a very interesting person there. yes John Cherry.....he changed....his hair is like longer and slicked back and he was all on like 3 girls and isnt he suppossed to be in like some sort of mental thing? i dont understand him! and he like comes up to me and waves...and im like ::waves:: and i have this dumbfounded confused look on my face.
ok, enough about that, lets continue the feelings. on the way home in the car with devon, we had the window open listening to really loud music that her dad was playing. i just kinda blocked everything out and just looked at the sky. i could just get soo lost in the stars. tonight is soo clear. there was like no clouds. i saw Orion again. i dunno, i just want to lay down outside with someone special and just stare endlessy at the stars. but i think it would be SOO much cooler if i saw them on a mountian. cuz like what Ms. Kittredge was saying, that on a mountian there is less atmosphere to look though and stuff and no city lights...therefore you can see soooooo many more stars. damn, i can get deeply lost and extremly preoccupied in 3 things:eyes, stars, sunsets. oooo look i used a colon: like that stupid test we had in Ms. Cawley's test today.....that thing was hard
but back to the old point. i STILL feel lonely and such. i just cant seem to define the definition of "happy" right now in life. i can become happy in some certain situations. but in most others i just feel like sitting down and just crying.
so adam...? how did the play go tonight with Danny as Benji?
then i went to the movies with Devon. We saw "A Lot Like Love" it was a cute movie. Man, ashton kutcher is sooo hott in it. but anyways i saw a very interesting person there. yes John Cherry.....he changed....his hair is like longer and slicked back and he was all on like 3 girls and isnt he suppossed to be in like some sort of mental thing? i dont understand him! and he like comes up to me and waves...and im like ::waves:: and i have this dumbfounded confused look on my face.
ok, enough about that, lets continue the feelings. on the way home in the car with devon, we had the window open listening to really loud music that her dad was playing. i just kinda blocked everything out and just looked at the sky. i could just get soo lost in the stars. tonight is soo clear. there was like no clouds. i saw Orion again. i dunno, i just want to lay down outside with someone special and just stare endlessy at the stars. but i think it would be SOO much cooler if i saw them on a mountian. cuz like what Ms. Kittredge was saying, that on a mountian there is less atmosphere to look though and stuff and no city lights...therefore you can see soooooo many more stars. damn, i can get deeply lost and extremly preoccupied in 3 things:eyes, stars, sunsets. oooo look i used a colon: like that stupid test we had in Ms. Cawley's test today.....that thing was hard
but back to the old point. i STILL feel lonely and such. i just cant seem to define the definition of "happy" right now in life. i can become happy in some certain situations. but in most others i just feel like sitting down and just crying.
so adam...? how did the play go tonight with Danny as Benji?