Oct 10, 2004 13:10
I’m in such a crappy mood right now.. I don’t know if its pms, those paint fumes or my headache. I think I wanna break up with Scott. We really rushed into things, and its like every time I see him he right away tried sticking this tongue down my throat, and its really annoying. We completely skipped that part where you become good friends before you go out. I cant even talk to him about things that I should be able to.. It just doesn’t feel right. But if I break up with him, I’d be the bad guy. Last night for example.. I really didn’t feel like going over there, but people kept calling me and telling me that Scott was in a really and mood and when I got there he said it was about something else, but when I left Andy told me how Scott was pissed that I didn’t wanna come over. But whatever.. I don’t know what I’m going to do yet.. Any advice?
I miss hanging out with Shauna and hanging out in South Buffalo with some of the Amber boys, I miss hanging out with Tiffany, I miss hanging out with Ashie, I miss Jody and me talking all the time, I miss Em being at tech and being around all the time, I miss when me and Sara were close, I miss Liz and her family, I miss when me and Lisa were inseparable, I miss Martha,I miss RGC, I miss a lot of things.
But I gotta go.. Maybe ill update more later