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Oh wow I just watched the season finale of Laguna Beach!! Yeah I def cried. It just makes me think about going to college :(
I talked to Aubrey tonight and she was like we'd better not lose contact even when we're in college. She's like I'm gonna be mad if you don't call me!! It's just weird knowing that everyone will be going separate ways and I'm gonna make new friends. I like the friends I have now.
Yeah and Tate said that this is our senior year and we should be getting closer instead of drifting apart and it's like I'm already driftiing away from some of my closest friends. If I can't even make the time for them now when they're still here, how am I gonna do it when they're not here and I don't see them everyday? I think I'm going through some kind of crisis or something.
It's been sooo long since I've hung out with Tate and we're supposed to be best friends. Like the last time I did was at Megan's birthday party and before that I can't even remember. Labor day weekend?? If she's not working then I am and if I'm not working then she has her college class and it's like I need an extra day in the week just dedicated to hanging out with her. Weekends are always busy, weeknights are pretty busy. I mean like when am I supposed to find the time to? And then tonight when she didn't have to work I had to and Wed night she has college and then she has to work tues, thurs, fri, sat and I have to work Sunday. Seriously, things just aren't working out. Ugh it sucks!! I don't even know what's really happening in her life. I know she's been going out with Stephan for over a month now and it's like whoa I haven't ever met him. Obviously he can't be too bad of a guy though. And then Tate has work work work work work and college and hanging out with Steve. I don't know everything just sucks right now. So I've been hanging out with Megan lately because I mean she has her college class on Thursday night but other than that she's usually pretty free. But her and Shaina are best friends so it's like just friends hanging out and having fun not like best friend stuff. She's just not Caitlin. I used to have a story for Tate like everyday and we'd laugh and make fun of someone or something and have our own little inside jokes only we understood and now it's like I have so much backed up to tell her I don't even know where to start. We did have a pretty good laugh at the sub today though. Oh boy!! He's kinda weird though! No, really weird. But still all we do anymore is be like hey and stuff and just small talk and that's it. It just sucks. This is supposed to be the best time of my life right now, big bad seniors, tons of fun all the time. And it's not. I have sooo much homework all the time, college, work, committees, that pretty much takes up about all of my time. This year is supposed to be fun.
A bunch of people are going to Bob Evans for breakfast on Wed and I thought about going but it's at 7:30 so I'd have to wake up waaaay earlier than normal so I don't know. Maybe me and Tate should just hit up McDonalds at like 9 and then we can finally hang out and talk and it won't be so stinking eaerly because I'm sorry but my delay is for me to sleep in and right now I really need it. So I think I'll ask tomorrow. That way we'd still get to sleep in but we could ya know "go out for breakfast" like everyone else does and it'd be fun. Sooo...
Yeah sounds like a plan to me!
I think I'm going to go to bed. It's now 11:20 and I didn't go to bed until like mdnight last night. I submitted my college final at like 11:30 and it's due before midnight so heck yeah for half an hour!! Alrighty I'm outta here and hittin up the bed. Lots of Love!!
I talked to Aubrey tonight and she was like we'd better not lose contact even when we're in college. She's like I'm gonna be mad if you don't call me!! It's just weird knowing that everyone will be going separate ways and I'm gonna make new friends. I like the friends I have now.
Yeah and Tate said that this is our senior year and we should be getting closer instead of drifting apart and it's like I'm already driftiing away from some of my closest friends. If I can't even make the time for them now when they're still here, how am I gonna do it when they're not here and I don't see them everyday? I think I'm going through some kind of crisis or something.
It's been sooo long since I've hung out with Tate and we're supposed to be best friends. Like the last time I did was at Megan's birthday party and before that I can't even remember. Labor day weekend?? If she's not working then I am and if I'm not working then she has her college class and it's like I need an extra day in the week just dedicated to hanging out with her. Weekends are always busy, weeknights are pretty busy. I mean like when am I supposed to find the time to? And then tonight when she didn't have to work I had to and Wed night she has college and then she has to work tues, thurs, fri, sat and I have to work Sunday. Seriously, things just aren't working out. Ugh it sucks!! I don't even know what's really happening in her life. I know she's been going out with Stephan for over a month now and it's like whoa I haven't ever met him. Obviously he can't be too bad of a guy though. And then Tate has work work work work work and college and hanging out with Steve. I don't know everything just sucks right now. So I've been hanging out with Megan lately because I mean she has her college class on Thursday night but other than that she's usually pretty free. But her and Shaina are best friends so it's like just friends hanging out and having fun not like best friend stuff. She's just not Caitlin. I used to have a story for Tate like everyday and we'd laugh and make fun of someone or something and have our own little inside jokes only we understood and now it's like I have so much backed up to tell her I don't even know where to start. We did have a pretty good laugh at the sub today though. Oh boy!! He's kinda weird though! No, really weird. But still all we do anymore is be like hey and stuff and just small talk and that's it. It just sucks. This is supposed to be the best time of my life right now, big bad seniors, tons of fun all the time. And it's not. I have sooo much homework all the time, college, work, committees, that pretty much takes up about all of my time. This year is supposed to be fun.
A bunch of people are going to Bob Evans for breakfast on Wed and I thought about going but it's at 7:30 so I'd have to wake up waaaay earlier than normal so I don't know. Maybe me and Tate should just hit up McDonalds at like 9 and then we can finally hang out and talk and it won't be so stinking eaerly because I'm sorry but my delay is for me to sleep in and right now I really need it. So I think I'll ask tomorrow. That way we'd still get to sleep in but we could ya know "go out for breakfast" like everyone else does and it'd be fun. Sooo...
Yeah sounds like a plan to me!
I think I'm going to go to bed. It's now 11:20 and I didn't go to bed until like mdnight last night. I submitted my college final at like 11:30 and it's due before midnight so heck yeah for half an hour!! Alrighty I'm outta here and hittin up the bed. Lots of Love!!