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[cauchemar_prefe]

Found a small lump on my breast, but it's probably nothing.
Though I did freak out significantly. It's like a cyst?

Mom came in my room at 1a.m. (this was a few nights ago) and
told me that I'm pregnant. This is because my boobs grew a whole
cup size (over a few months) and I have the cyst (who knows
how longs that's been there) and that I've been "putting on
a lot of weight recently."

Even though I just had my period last month (still waiting for it this week).
I'm so emotional. I didn't get my check on Friday for the past two weeks of work
and they said they'd mail it to my house. Didn't come Saturday. Monday was a holiday-
so it's natural for me to expect it today, right?

Since they mailed it from Charlotte it should have taken only...say...
a day or two at most to get here.

But is it here?
NO.

Do I have ANY money to sustain me whatsoever?
No.

I'm so fucking pissed.
I don't even wanna go into work tonight.

I'm going to go PUT ON A FEW MORE POUNDS NOW
by eating something. Fuck everything right now. Fuck everything.

I'll update,
and I mean actually update,
later.