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so, i'm sick. i suppose.
the back corner of my mouth is all bumpy and painful.
and i've had a fever for the past two days
BUT i blame it on the tetanus shot.
i do, i do.
and i'm not complaining.
so i can go see my loves tomorrow.
and jessie on friday.
and then to boone on saturday.
CATURDAY saywhat?!
my parents and i are a lot closer.
which i'm glad for. i love them completely.
and i've realized i'm pretty damn protective of them.
i do not belong here.
i belong in another city
with other people that understand me
and love me and are drama free.
for real.
YOU make me believe in love again.
i'm not saying that i'm in love with you,
but i am saying there's a very big chance
it could happen.
you know more about me than anyone has gotten to know.
and frankly, that doesn't scare me.
because you still accept me, you keep me grounded.
you make me experience that with i though unattainable.
you are... you are amazing.
and, emily.
you are so amazing also.
you are beautiful and smart and
i love talking to you.
i CAN talk to you and know that you listen.
i love you, girl.
and i'm so glad to have you in my life.
MELODY,
thank you.
i'm glad we are talking again.
and i'm sorry.
but, alas,
i am very tired and must
wake up at some odd hour tomorrow.
but it is going to be thursday.
which is good. very good.
and i'm deff not going to fourth.
okay okayyyy goodnight young ones.
i love you. all of you.