These are my tweets from last night before bed.
“Due to events, Grandparents are now moving this week. I won't get to see them due to work & I can't afford to visit Kansas any time soon.
Adding that to my apartment, money and work issues. I'm really unhappy right now & see no way out.
Plus my sister was bitchy to me today & I avoided fighting with her for 2 reasons: she's pregnant & she's unsympathetic to my problems
My brother has his own life which I feel disconnected from and I won't even open the can of worms that is talking to my dad as an adult.
My mom is in Alaska but I don't want to burden her when she comes back. And I really don't have any friends. Or a therapist as that costs $.
I'm tired, stressed, depressed & feel like crap most of the time. My distractions barely last, then I feel like a drowning waste of space.
Forget it. I'm going to bed and hoping I feel happier tomorrow. Night.”
I had a good sleep but happy is still not on the menu. Distraction on the internet is my goal for right now.