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"i wish i could split down the middle
and live so i could be in two places at once"
everytime i start to settle down in life some crazy shit comes along and stirs it all up
its always at the most important times and with the most important life changing decisions
sometimes i really do wish i could tear my body in half..but other times i just want everyone to be happy with the decision i make
i understand that not everyone will be happy no matter what decision i make at this point
and that makes things so much harder on me
i feel like a big ball of stress and all i really want to do is hide uder the couch and never come out
and with everything that keeps going through my head i cant seem to get any more than a couple of hours worth of sleep..which is quickly taking its toll on my body
yet again...its back to thinking about everyone else and never thinking about myself
and live so i could be in two places at once"
everytime i start to settle down in life some crazy shit comes along and stirs it all up
its always at the most important times and with the most important life changing decisions
sometimes i really do wish i could tear my body in half..but other times i just want everyone to be happy with the decision i make
i understand that not everyone will be happy no matter what decision i make at this point
and that makes things so much harder on me
i feel like a big ball of stress and all i really want to do is hide uder the couch and never come out
and with everything that keeps going through my head i cant seem to get any more than a couple of hours worth of sleep..which is quickly taking its toll on my body
yet again...its back to thinking about everyone else and never thinking about myself