Jul 15, 2008 01:39
this is the one thing i have yet to learn about myself, and i want to learn how to control myself so badly. i dont want to give in to whatever is trying to consume my emotions.
i feel like there is an army deep down inside.
and this is the biggest of all the wars they have ever had to partake in.
they arent fighting yet but theyre getting ready and scrambling around in confused clusters.
they are all so nervous because they dont know what it holds yet, and they are almost anxious to see.
yes, stupid, i know.
try living with it.