just thinking
what do you do when someone you care about so much is in a situation that you can't do anything about? how do you help them? my heart is absolutely broken to see this happening and there's nothing i can do about it. they deserve so much better and i hate that others don't see, or more that they don't care about what a wonderful human being this is. why is it that the people who really care have to be so far away?
...i feel like my emotions are high right now. not in the dramatic way, but that certain things are becoming clearer and awareness is heightening which can also mean that sadness goes up, so does guilt, then the counteraction of looking on the brighter side kicks in too. i appreciate the wonderful people in my life, nature that surrounds me, art that awakens my soul, and the fact that life is made up of moments, great and not-so-great. i feel like my faith is developing better than ever.
i'm not sure how to end this cause it's kind of all over the place but i'll say this: some of the best moments in the world are being wrapped in something soft in the presence of someone you admire/something you love....soft clothes listening to a friend, blankets next to the bf, lying on a carpet with an 8 week old puppy...are a few examples.
...i feel like my emotions are high right now. not in the dramatic way, but that certain things are becoming clearer and awareness is heightening which can also mean that sadness goes up, so does guilt, then the counteraction of looking on the brighter side kicks in too. i appreciate the wonderful people in my life, nature that surrounds me, art that awakens my soul, and the fact that life is made up of moments, great and not-so-great. i feel like my faith is developing better than ever.
i'm not sure how to end this cause it's kind of all over the place but i'll say this: some of the best moments in the world are being wrapped in something soft in the presence of someone you admire/something you love....soft clothes listening to a friend, blankets next to the bf, lying on a carpet with an 8 week old puppy...are a few examples.