Mar 10, 2006 17:21
things i've been thinking about:
-for Lent, i'm accepting God back into my life
-i've realized how human everyone is, including myself
-i'm happier with who i am, and i know some necessary steps to get even further in that process
-when i get back to school there are going to be a lot of things that i don't want to deal with (housing, separation frustration, drama, lack of sleep. worries of the future...to name a few) but since i know i have to deal with them, i'm going to do my best to not avoid them and face them head on.
-i am enjoying my life. i don' think i've really been able to say that until now. it feels weird but it also feels so good to say.
-maybe going home after graduation isn't such a bad thing after all. now that i have slightly figured out something i might want to do, the bay area might be a better place for it. i don't want to be at all like my brother, but i think i can avoid that by acknowledging it
-live in the moment. i know that sounds super hippy, RENThead-ish but it's something i'm working on. though i will never stop thinking about the future and what needs to be done, blah blah, blah i'm start enjoying the current moments a lot more. speaking of which,i'm going to go seize this one.