Nov 01, 2005 16:22
i'm so sick of people right now. i don't mean that like i don't wan tto be around my friends or lovely people that make me happy, i'm sick of having to work with people right now. let me explain...
my theology group sucks at getting together to discuss anything. me and one of the guys zac have been emailing the other two to see when we could meet and do all that. this started about a couple weeks ago. heard nothing. i emailed people sunday saying we should meet and i only heard from zac. then that morning i heard from brittney, the other girl, and she gave the smallest window of time to meet as well as another email saying "when does everyone want to meet to talk about stuff" um, thanks that's been covered TWO WEEKS AGO when we actually tried to contact you. so zac and i meet and figure out what we are doing, then i get na email from the other guy daniel and he's doing the exact same thing. not a response to mine and zac's emails, but one saying "i want to do this part, lets meet sometime soon" wtf? did you not get the emails?? ugh. at least i talked with them today and we are finally all on the same page.
there is a reason i signed up to lead my clc group last week and not this week. i told people that. i got an email just a little while ago saying that i was leading clc this week because something went wrong last week and i ended up not leading. um, no! i told you that i can't do it this week for a reason! arg!
it doesn't help that some del rey people are being bossy and overbearing which make me feel lower than dirt and utterly annoyed. luckily there are a bunch of other del rey people to counter act that and are making me feel like my efforts are actually appreciated.
i understand that a lot of people are stressed out right now. in fact there are a couple people that i know that have way more difficult things to deal with this week like huge tests and such yet i'm complaining about stupid people and papers that i have to get done. i knew that this week was going to be difficult with school on it's own that i just don't need this other stuff making it worse. but anyway, i'm done complaining. things could be worse....
i'm gonna try to relax and deal with everything calmly. thanks to anyone who's been lovely and helping me de-stress. bc & td especially, i love you both! <3