(no subject)
there isn't that much to update on but i just feel like it.
i'm pretty stressed out right now. i really shouldn't have taken 2 history classes in the same semester as well as an art history class. not only is all that a lot of work but at on a research methods class that i don't understand and have no idea how i'm gonna pass. i'm beyond scared and intimidated this semester. not only that i need to decide if i'm gonna keep the major i have or change to the english with a writing emphasis blah blah blah.
it's february so that means fuddy meers is starting soon. tech starts on monday but i'm already helping out working with the stage manager, katie, hanging lights and testing them. i'm really excited to work on this show. working light board is a new experience and i get to slide knobby things during the show with katie yelling at me that i'm not set up by go time. :) just kidding katie. i love you! ....i can't wait for my friends to come and see it! honestly them coming to see the show and spend time with me is all i really want for my birthday. just to feel loved. ....just watch i'm gonna have a huge load of homework that weekend. :/
i'm also kinda worried about summer. i'm putting in an application to be an orientation leader but there is so much competition that i have no idea if i'll get the job. if i don't get that, i'll come home and have to find something there. i have no idea what but i really need a job. after summer, i'm thinking about and wondering what i'm going to do for housing. i might get on-campus which would be easier but then again i would like to be off campus.
i'm in a really weird place right now. i'm hella emotional. i feel like i'm having mood swings. one hour i'm bored out of my mind and everything sucks cause i'm failing and alone yet again for valentines and my birthday, and then the next i'm so happy to be with the friends i have and having fun in the theatre or having fun in the gym with my exercise partner, tasha. :) i have no idea what my problem is but i really hope this over emotional feeling goes away soon.
i'm pretty stressed out right now. i really shouldn't have taken 2 history classes in the same semester as well as an art history class. not only is all that a lot of work but at on a research methods class that i don't understand and have no idea how i'm gonna pass. i'm beyond scared and intimidated this semester. not only that i need to decide if i'm gonna keep the major i have or change to the english with a writing emphasis blah blah blah.
it's february so that means fuddy meers is starting soon. tech starts on monday but i'm already helping out working with the stage manager, katie, hanging lights and testing them. i'm really excited to work on this show. working light board is a new experience and i get to slide knobby things during the show with katie yelling at me that i'm not set up by go time. :) just kidding katie. i love you! ....i can't wait for my friends to come and see it! honestly them coming to see the show and spend time with me is all i really want for my birthday. just to feel loved. ....just watch i'm gonna have a huge load of homework that weekend. :/
i'm also kinda worried about summer. i'm putting in an application to be an orientation leader but there is so much competition that i have no idea if i'll get the job. if i don't get that, i'll come home and have to find something there. i have no idea what but i really need a job. after summer, i'm thinking about and wondering what i'm going to do for housing. i might get on-campus which would be easier but then again i would like to be off campus.
i'm in a really weird place right now. i'm hella emotional. i feel like i'm having mood swings. one hour i'm bored out of my mind and everything sucks cause i'm failing and alone yet again for valentines and my birthday, and then the next i'm so happy to be with the friends i have and having fun in the theatre or having fun in the gym with my exercise partner, tasha. :) i have no idea what my problem is but i really hope this over emotional feeling goes away soon.