long overdure....
WOW I HAVEN'T UPDATED THIS IN A REALLY LONG TIME. sorry everyone. anyway, vacation has been alright. my mom has been annoying me quite a bit but i still love her. i don't get it. for some reason now when i come back she just easily gets on my nerves. whatever. other than that it has been awesome being scott's neighbor. any time both of us are annoyed with our mothers, we go out somewhere even if we are just driving around. in a dirt field. trust me it's more fun than it sounds. anyway, he left yesterday cause he starts school today and i miss him already. i don't have my friend escape anymore. :( oh well. i have a couple other people here that i can hang out with. i'm surprised how quickly my weeks get filled up here. it's insane. i thought that i had nothing to do this week but now that i'm planning to leave friday and spend the weekend in santa barbara my week is already full. good lord. .....i miss my friends at LMU. this sounds like it doesn't connect, but trust me it does. being in this new house, i am so incredibly disoriented. at one point i completely forgot i was on vacation and that i go to school in LA and have to go back soon. i know that may seem like everyone does that but i truly forgot that LA existed in my life. however i didn't forget my LMU friends. it was kinda like they came out of nowhere. when i felt that way, like i had no idea where these people came from, i had a huge pain of missing them. i know this sounds crazy and like i'm on something, but trust me my mind has been so boggled and turned around that there are points when i don't know what i'm doing and i feel really lost. even though i like nor-cal, i want to go back to my room cause at least there i feel a little more solid in a foundation than i do at home. that's kinda sad. i want to be used to my house....i mean i'm already used to the area because all my high school friends live around here and my high school is down a few blocks away. ...yeah i know, NOW we move. whatever. i feel like i don't have a foundation under me and i'm just kinda floating about...i don't like this feeling but i know i'll be ok soon.
anyway, the best parts of vacation have as i have already mentioned, having scott across the street, and also i have been getting to know people better. i mean a couple of scott's friends (both are named andrew so to make a distinction: one has the last name chan, and that's what everyone calls him. the other is just andrew) chan and andrew i have met before and knew them before we all went to college. i haven't really gotten to know them until now. i'm really glad i have been able to get to know them. our late night pranks on our friend vishnu (scott, andrew, chan, and vishnu have been friends since elementary school. scary thought) were hella fun, sitting in front of scott's tv watching TaleSpin the cartoon and boy meets world....these are the kind of moments i treasure. i'm just really happy that i finally got to share these moments with these people that i've known for awhile but haven't gotten close to. anyway, i think i'm babbling to i should stop.
new year's was fun cause we had an awesome party at stacy's place in san francisco. the details are best explained in person so if you're curious ask me for further details. if you don't care, that's cool. just know that i had fun. :) anywho i'm gonna go now cause i'm in starbucks using wireless that i have to pay for cause we don't have the internet at my house yet....and there are some people behind me that are talking about really fundamentalist christian beliefs and they're scaring me. ...eek.
later!
p.s. if something doesn't make sense i'm really sorry. i'm paying attention to maybe 5 things at once. i really shouldn't sit by windows when i need to concentrate....oh well. whatever. :P
anyway, the best parts of vacation have as i have already mentioned, having scott across the street, and also i have been getting to know people better. i mean a couple of scott's friends (both are named andrew so to make a distinction: one has the last name chan, and that's what everyone calls him. the other is just andrew) chan and andrew i have met before and knew them before we all went to college. i haven't really gotten to know them until now. i'm really glad i have been able to get to know them. our late night pranks on our friend vishnu (scott, andrew, chan, and vishnu have been friends since elementary school. scary thought) were hella fun, sitting in front of scott's tv watching TaleSpin the cartoon and boy meets world....these are the kind of moments i treasure. i'm just really happy that i finally got to share these moments with these people that i've known for awhile but haven't gotten close to. anyway, i think i'm babbling to i should stop.
new year's was fun cause we had an awesome party at stacy's place in san francisco. the details are best explained in person so if you're curious ask me for further details. if you don't care, that's cool. just know that i had fun. :) anywho i'm gonna go now cause i'm in starbucks using wireless that i have to pay for cause we don't have the internet at my house yet....and there are some people behind me that are talking about really fundamentalist christian beliefs and they're scaring me. ...eek.
later!
p.s. if something doesn't make sense i'm really sorry. i'm paying attention to maybe 5 things at once. i really shouldn't sit by windows when i need to concentrate....oh well. whatever. :P