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I'm going to Hilton Head tomorrow... well today. I didn't even think we were going, but then Mom was all like "the weather's going to be better than they had predicted earlier this week." Soooo we're going to the beach. I can't complain, non-stop lazy-do-nothing time for a few days.
Oh look, the coffee I had about an hour ago is kicking in. lol
I realized something at the very beginning of this break: some things have no meaning. This is a very hard concept for me, Miss "every detail in life should be analyzed and interpreted." But it is true, sometimes people do things just for the hell of it and it certainly has no reason nor meaning at all. I always do everything for a reason and I guess I've always assumed that everyone else is like me. haha I was wrong. I've been so wrapped up in drawing meaning from people that I've missed the fact that there may not be any there at all.
I've seen Phillip twice in two days, which is weird because I never see him. I have this prominent memory of playing doctor with him when we were little.... he lives down the street from me and no, I didn't have girl playmates when I was little (until Lisa came along). I've always considered him as such a youngster because he was still in middle school when I was a freshman, but seeing him with his friends and working at McAlisters makes me realize how close in age we really are. If he shows up at the beach somehow I'm going to completely flip out. lol
Summer told me a very fantastic vocab. word today: fubar- fucked up beyond all recognition. Used in a sentence: "That was fubar when you jumped the guy at Starbucks when he asked you 'would you like some whipped cream on that'."
It's fubar that spring break is almost over. I'll be back Sunday so I hope every has a great rest of the break!
Oh look, the coffee I had about an hour ago is kicking in. lol
I realized something at the very beginning of this break: some things have no meaning. This is a very hard concept for me, Miss "every detail in life should be analyzed and interpreted." But it is true, sometimes people do things just for the hell of it and it certainly has no reason nor meaning at all. I always do everything for a reason and I guess I've always assumed that everyone else is like me. haha I was wrong. I've been so wrapped up in drawing meaning from people that I've missed the fact that there may not be any there at all.
I've seen Phillip twice in two days, which is weird because I never see him. I have this prominent memory of playing doctor with him when we were little.... he lives down the street from me and no, I didn't have girl playmates when I was little (until Lisa came along). I've always considered him as such a youngster because he was still in middle school when I was a freshman, but seeing him with his friends and working at McAlisters makes me realize how close in age we really are. If he shows up at the beach somehow I'm going to completely flip out. lol
Summer told me a very fantastic vocab. word today: fubar- fucked up beyond all recognition. Used in a sentence: "That was fubar when you jumped the guy at Starbucks when he asked you 'would you like some whipped cream on that'."
It's fubar that spring break is almost over. I'll be back Sunday so I hope every has a great rest of the break!