hmm
since i'm awesome and have nothing else to do, i was reading old journal entries. specifically, june 30, 2007. i feel like things will be different this time around (if it happens). i am fairly certain that my feelings then were because of a new shift in management and issues around the house. upon reading the recovery plan, i feel like i can make a difference now. so this is a little vague... it is public domain, after all.
helped deliver puppies today via cesarean section. did the whole bulb syringe, rubbing, and throwing (not the right word... more so moving them dramatically up then down to slosh out the lung fluid) thing. apparently the poor mom had only been receiving chicken throughout her pregnancy so she had a severe calcium deficiency. then i had to speed over to another vet up the road to get some calcium gluconate so she didn't start seizing. craziness. poor little poodle who had four gigantic boy pups in her belly. what some people do for money...
i've opted to be non-existent for a while. i went through a phase last fall / winter where i just didn't feel like trying... i guess it's that time again. columbia is killing me. dead. i'll ignore if for a while hoping it'll disappear, but no, it always returns much worse than the time before. must... get... out. asap.