Thank you.

Jun 29, 2008 22:38


 I'm so proud of the men in my life.  All of them did wonderful on stage.  And I tell you if you close your eyes when John two bears is singing his song it's very spiritual.  I had a good time.  
     My masculine walk came in handy this weekend (I have actually walked like that for years).  It is much more noticable with a skirt I noticed.  But I do guess that the bowlegs have to come in handy sometime.
     Julie looked soooooooooooo cute in her skirt.  I vote Izzy wears a patchwork skirt from now on.  
     It was so nice getting to meet the people I have talked to on line.   I am an odd little bird, but I'm nice...promise.  If anyone thought it was odd that my accent didn't drop when I was just talking out of character, I apologize.  If I drop the accent it does not come back so easy.  And it's a fairly hard one to do.  I even sing...badly...with it.
     I have decided that if I can get the money together this week I will be buying a skunk pelt to wear.  Esmerelda would look FABULOUS in a skunk pelt me thinks.  I also have to come up with some boots for Thomas (Cookie in the band) this week.  His are too big and he has discovered a love of the dance and is having a hard time in boots too big for him.
     Brother William is doing such a fantastic job apprenticing Ben (Grey).  They look so wonderful wandering around together.  And all the help he has been to Grey has been amazing!!!  Thank you Riley, I cannot tell you how much it means for me to see him connecting.  He's so quiet, but he is such a great kid.  My children are something I take much pride and joy in.  I don't just say that lightly.  Anyone who knows me knows I don't praise unless it is sincere and earned.
     I was talking with Julie and Eric tonight (they stopped by our house on their way home) and I was telling them that I am making connections with people like I haven't in years.  I won't go into it, but I have great reason to not trust and not make new friends lightly.  So for those of you I have befriended, thank you so much for allowing me this.  It is reopening a part of me I shut off for self preservation, and I thought I had it shut for good.  The last person I let in like that was Eric, and that was years ago now.  
     And Eric, thank you for opening this opportunity for me.  Well, more like nudged me into.  A good friend knows when you need a little shove.  Julie very gently pulled me in and I am so grateful she did.  I have made the commitment to get myself up and out again.  The jester tried to pull me into dance and I wanted to, but I balked at the last minute.  Eventually I will get there, and I have a feeling it will be duck and cover when you see me coming in the near future.  I was like that when I was younger.
     Long story short, thank you all for letting me into your world.  It has been, and continues to be a positive and I trully feel needed experience.

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