A truth spoken before its time is dangerous.

Jan 30, 2007 12:42

Have you ever felt so happy that you can't help but cry?  I hadn't until yesterday.  It is such a strange feeling.  It's altogether new to me.  I've been really happy in my life before this, but I can't say that I have ever felt exactly the same kind of happiness I am currently experiencing.

The slightest sweet thing in a movie, on television, or on the radio makes me tear up.  It is a very strange feeling and the best way I can describe it would be that it feels like my heart is overflowing.  I feel glad to get out of bed.  I haven't felt good in the morning since I was 7 years old.  I get the shivers when I think about how happy I am.  I am also very scared at the same time.  Because I don't want it to stop.  I'm not worried though.

I feel as though anything is possible.  I feel like I'm on drugs, but I'm not.  I feel as though great things are brewing in my stew pot of life and dinner is very soon.  You know when you walk in the door and there is a wonderful smell in the air and you just know that mom has been cooking your favorite meal?  It feels like that all the time.

Also, I feel like myself again.  It has been about five years since I have felt like regular old me.  I love myself with all my heart again.  I don't want to do anything stupid or self destructive ever again.  I am going to quit smoking too!  It feels wonderful to be alive and I am thankful for every moment.

I hope I'm not dreaming.

This quote made me think of him....

A perfect guest is one who makes his host feel at home.
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