Jan 30, 2007 12:42
Have you ever felt so happy that you can't help but cry? I hadn't until yesterday. It is such a strange feeling. It's altogether new to me. I've been really happy in my life before this, but I can't say that I have ever felt exactly the same kind of happiness I am currently experiencing.
The slightest sweet thing in a movie, on television, or on the radio makes me tear up. It is a very strange feeling and the best way I can describe it would be that it feels like my heart is overflowing. I feel glad to get out of bed. I haven't felt good in the morning since I was 7 years old. I get the shivers when I think about how happy I am. I am also very scared at the same time. Because I don't want it to stop. I'm not worried though.
I feel as though anything is possible. I feel like I'm on drugs, but I'm not. I feel as though great things are brewing in my stew pot of life and dinner is very soon. You know when you walk in the door and there is a wonderful smell in the air and you just know that mom has been cooking your favorite meal? It feels like that all the time.
Also, I feel like myself again. It has been about five years since I have felt like regular old me. I love myself with all my heart again. I don't want to do anything stupid or self destructive ever again. I am going to quit smoking too! It feels wonderful to be alive and I am thankful for every moment.
I hope I'm not dreaming.
This quote made me think of him....
A perfect guest is one who makes his host feel at home.