I know certain people who...

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enjoy acting happy about accidental happenings.  My brother is one of them.  I know he really isn't thrilled about the fact that his girlfriend got pregnant.  She is happy about it and I know that the reason he is acting happy about it is so he will not have to be alone.  I love him and I can't help but be excited about having a niece or nephew pattering about, but... I know that his girlfriend will be a neglectful mother.  She is an alcoholic and a pill-head.  I am worried for the child mostly.

I would love to be stupid so I can just be happy.  Intelligence is so draining on my mental energy.  It doesn't help that I am a worrier as well.