just cant handle it
i cant handle the stress. its not even christmas and i'm stressing over getting people presents. screw christmas. im already sick of thinking about my birthday. I HATE THIS HOUSE. everything with my father has to be a debate. i cant handle it!!!!!!!!! i feel like i have to yell at my parents to get them to hear me. if I dont wear something my mom's bought me she effing yells at me. this happens all the time get over the damn orange sweater! i hate my keyboard, it doesn't type sometimes and makes me frustrated. they wont let me be a teenager! im sick of this, im sick of them. its like i cant make them understand me. its not my fault sam is a screw up. maybe its cuz i dont cry alot only emotional crap does. ok i feel slightly better. good day