mostly because it won't allow the penny trick! why should i pay $2.25 for laundry if i want to be a sneak and pay $0.09!? i can rest in the comfort that this may be the first and last time i do laundry at college eight, because i have (possibly) enough clothes to last the rest of summer.
speaking of which, i'm becoming entirely dissatisfied with the clothes i wear. i'm beginning to think they're all terribly ugly and unflattering, and i don't know what looks good on me. i'm convinced that i can't pull of light colors and girly clothes because i'm dark haired/darker complected.
on a slightly similar note, marcus and i are the same size. i can wear his shoes, pants, and shirts. except his pants are too short.
this art project (a corset made of 250+ razorblades, chickenwire, hotglue, and lined with duct tape, cost me 4 stitches in the knee and a total of $265 in medical expenses. ouch! but i got an A- in the class! that means i'm just barely exceptionally talented (and maybe i don't have to give up on art!)
i should be living out of the darkroom/buried in my sociology textbooks, but i still spend too much time on the internet and at marcus' watching reality TV, playing fooseball, and eating shaved ice. for shame, julie rawth.
i eat really poorly, and when i do eat, i eat too much. this summer has been really unhealthy. but i have to eat at a dining hall! nothing feels good after that. nothing feels good after eating an entire bag of little ceasar's crazy bread either.
why do i always feel stressed out? i'm so bad at talking to people i don't know. my poor roommate! such a sweetie, and she probably thinks i'm groce.
blah blah blah.
how do you get happy with yourself if you're not sure how to be happy?