completely out of the loop

Sep 22, 2006 07:15

I feel so far away from everyone...and i didn't think it was bothering me, but i think i thought wrong...

i mean i just found out that my sorority sister's brother died in a horrible car accident like 3 weeks ago, but i just heard about it...

and everyone at school...i feel like i don't even know who you are anymore...

i don't even know what my husband does on a regular basis...

how did everything get so distant and cold and lonely...

the only person i see everyday is josh...and he drives me crazy, cause hes turning more and more into a momma's boy everyday...since i'm the only person he sees all the time, hes kinda attached...so i cant get away from him or he gets real upset and doesn't eat right...scary, huh?

ugh...i feel so.......alone i guess :-(

(the more i write the more depressed i start to feel so i think this is all i'm going to write)
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