Fanime...Huh.
Well, I was actually..really looking forward to this for the last year. Fanime, that is. But I'm stubborn, and I can't even figure out why.
Actually, I just want to smack myself over the head with a pan. My dad, rightfully, doesn't feel comfortable letting me stay in the hotel room with my Animem Club members. I guess I'm too stubborn. I want him to trust me and let me stay...and basically said I don't really want to go if I have to drive the hour and a half there and back for the four days of it. I know that'll put me in a bad mood..and with all the trouble that has come with it, I'm not sure I could enjoy it anymore.
Well, thanks to my stubborness, it looks like my dad has pretty much said no to letting me stay there, and as such, not only is $83 going to waste(registration and help toward the hotel room), but now I feel like crawling in a hole and not comming out. But no, I will not do that. I am studying for my finals right now instead(but wanted to take a moment & update) and can think of it as another three days to study for my finals..that I'm almost positive I'm going to pass without studying.
Now here's why I don't even trust myself---I feel like I'm seriously losing my memory. I wake up in the morning, and I'll know that I needed to do something, but I won't remember it. I'll be reminding myself two minutes before needing to do something, and when the time comes, I won't do it/will forgot it. I'll need to stop somewhere after school, say a teacher, and I won't remember it until I'm home. And that's 45 minutes away. It's been this last year and a half and it's just been getting worse and worse. Stupid? Immature? I honestly think and think about something and can't remember. I almost want it to be something like a brain tumor so I don't just feel so damned...stupid. *shrugs*
On a happier(?) note, I went and saw Death Note(1st Live Action in theaters)...Is that a happier note? Either way, it was absolutely awesome. If I don't go to Fanime this weekend, I can at least drool over the images in my head of L's sexy self and glorious English dub. <33 See it! Viz did an awesome job at dubing a live action. The beginning was a little odd because you're like, 'This...is dubbed...,' but then you totally fall in love. Especially after seeing L. The only thing that was odd was that Misa Misa had..black hair. Huh. Either way, totally awesome. (Had to explain to this girl's mother beside me about Misa and her Death Note, since you simply see her stalker going down and the Death Note falling from the sky...)
So I leave us off on a happier(?) note. I'm off to go study/read.
Luck in the Shadows, and in the Light.
Wind to thy wings.
I'll report more tomorrow...Maybe I'll still go to Fanime by some chance, maybe not. Whatever happens...happens. It could be worse. 'It could be raining.' (Though to me that's better...)
I complain, but I know people have it worse off than me. I am thankful for what I have, and I know I sometimes don't give enough thanks, and I take it for granted. Putting it here let's me not have to hold it in, and allows me to see how stupid and petty I'm being. If you read this...you're crazy. But I love yah. ;3
Doodle of the night~ Alec(Nightrunners) was probably told something he was...ashamed of? Kind of old drawing..back when I first read the book, but I haven't any recent...anythings. Bye now!
Actually, I just want to smack myself over the head with a pan. My dad, rightfully, doesn't feel comfortable letting me stay in the hotel room with my Animem Club members. I guess I'm too stubborn. I want him to trust me and let me stay...and basically said I don't really want to go if I have to drive the hour and a half there and back for the four days of it. I know that'll put me in a bad mood..and with all the trouble that has come with it, I'm not sure I could enjoy it anymore.
Well, thanks to my stubborness, it looks like my dad has pretty much said no to letting me stay there, and as such, not only is $83 going to waste(registration and help toward the hotel room), but now I feel like crawling in a hole and not comming out. But no, I will not do that. I am studying for my finals right now instead(but wanted to take a moment & update) and can think of it as another three days to study for my finals..that I'm almost positive I'm going to pass without studying.
Now here's why I don't even trust myself---I feel like I'm seriously losing my memory. I wake up in the morning, and I'll know that I needed to do something, but I won't remember it. I'll be reminding myself two minutes before needing to do something, and when the time comes, I won't do it/will forgot it. I'll need to stop somewhere after school, say a teacher, and I won't remember it until I'm home. And that's 45 minutes away. It's been this last year and a half and it's just been getting worse and worse. Stupid? Immature? I honestly think and think about something and can't remember. I almost want it to be something like a brain tumor so I don't just feel so damned...stupid. *shrugs*
On a happier(?) note, I went and saw Death Note(1st Live Action in theaters)...Is that a happier note? Either way, it was absolutely awesome. If I don't go to Fanime this weekend, I can at least drool over the images in my head of L's sexy self and glorious English dub. <33 See it! Viz did an awesome job at dubing a live action. The beginning was a little odd because you're like, 'This...is dubbed...,' but then you totally fall in love. Especially after seeing L. The only thing that was odd was that Misa Misa had..black hair. Huh. Either way, totally awesome. (Had to explain to this girl's mother beside me about Misa and her Death Note, since you simply see her stalker going down and the Death Note falling from the sky...)
So I leave us off on a happier(?) note. I'm off to go study/read.
Luck in the Shadows, and in the Light.
Wind to thy wings.
I'll report more tomorrow...Maybe I'll still go to Fanime by some chance, maybe not. Whatever happens...happens. It could be worse. 'It could be raining.' (Though to me that's better...)
I complain, but I know people have it worse off than me. I am thankful for what I have, and I know I sometimes don't give enough thanks, and I take it for granted. Putting it here let's me not have to hold it in, and allows me to see how stupid and petty I'm being. If you read this...you're crazy. But I love yah. ;3
Doodle of the night~ Alec(Nightrunners) was probably told something he was...ashamed of? Kind of old drawing..back when I first read the book, but I haven't any recent...anythings. Bye now!