Self discovery
I made the decision to work on things about myself I was unhappy with. I have let myself make excuses for my behavior for too long. I decided to join the gym and get my weight under control. I have been working out 4-6 days a week REALLY hard. It's been two weeks and I've lost only 3lbs so far but I have gained a lot of muscle and lost another 2-3 inches off my hips. I have also been watching what I eat and tracking calories when possible. I don't understand why people have to be so negative about it.
I have been avoiding beer and sweets for the most part. I have had maybe two beers this week. I have had ample opportunity to skip the gym or half-ass it and I haven't. I have a goal that I am working toward. Someone who is skinny and knows nothing of loosing weight has been very supportive to me and making rude comments. This person told me that I wasn't going to get results unless I really tried..... WTF have I been doing then? I am running between 4-8 miles a week. This is not easy for me as I can't run for crap and still only run a 30 min. mile. But I have been doing it anyway. I am sore all the time, I am refusing the crap that people keep trying to convince me is "ok to eat this one time." I am so irritated I can't even explain it.
All I want is for people to stop pushing their crap off on me. I am not going to take it anymore. I am not a doormat.
I have been avoiding beer and sweets for the most part. I have had maybe two beers this week. I have had ample opportunity to skip the gym or half-ass it and I haven't. I have a goal that I am working toward. Someone who is skinny and knows nothing of loosing weight has been very supportive to me and making rude comments. This person told me that I wasn't going to get results unless I really tried..... WTF have I been doing then? I am running between 4-8 miles a week. This is not easy for me as I can't run for crap and still only run a 30 min. mile. But I have been doing it anyway. I am sore all the time, I am refusing the crap that people keep trying to convince me is "ok to eat this one time." I am so irritated I can't even explain it.
All I want is for people to stop pushing their crap off on me. I am not going to take it anymore. I am not a doormat.