May 21, 2006 18:21
I'm more on the ball now than I ever have been. I have my pell grant all done, divorce papers are going in Tuesday, I'm getting in shape and actually sticking to it.... but something in me still feels like I'm waiting. Is it having kids? Knowing what I want to do with my life? (besides having kids) What is it? I feel like even tho I'm definately moving forward I still have no destinatin.
And I feel alone in that. Sean is there. He's got a full time position at the PNJ and two degrees and he's there. Where am I going? When will I get there?