New Year
I look back over my livejournal and realize what a year this has been. Sean cut his thumb off and was on workers comp forever and we were poor, he got his job at the news journal, lots of friends have come and gone, I finally delt with my mom problem..... jeez,
And with a blink of an eye, suddenly, I can handle it. At this moment, at this time, there is nothing backed up for me to deal with. In the last couple of weeks I've reached a mental clarity and almost a new level of inner peace. I finally have relearned who I am. I finally know all that is in my head. I know how I feel about everything, and I have dealt with those issues.....
It's amazing.... All I remember doing was taking some time to work through and rethink on some deep seeded issues I have with certain people and things. I searched until I found why I had these hangups, and worked to rethink on the matter until I had a healthier outlook on them. It's like I mopped my brain floor. Now I can deal with new issues immediately instead of throwing it on the giant heap of dirty laundry I used to have. I hope you all get to this point of inner peace. I really truly feel transformed. And, I think it's a great way to start off a New Year.
Happy New Year to you all, and the best of fortunes to you.
And with a blink of an eye, suddenly, I can handle it. At this moment, at this time, there is nothing backed up for me to deal with. In the last couple of weeks I've reached a mental clarity and almost a new level of inner peace. I finally have relearned who I am. I finally know all that is in my head. I know how I feel about everything, and I have dealt with those issues.....
It's amazing.... All I remember doing was taking some time to work through and rethink on some deep seeded issues I have with certain people and things. I searched until I found why I had these hangups, and worked to rethink on the matter until I had a healthier outlook on them. It's like I mopped my brain floor. Now I can deal with new issues immediately instead of throwing it on the giant heap of dirty laundry I used to have. I hope you all get to this point of inner peace. I really truly feel transformed. And, I think it's a great way to start off a New Year.
Happy New Year to you all, and the best of fortunes to you.