Hello, hello, .....is anyone out there?

Aug 21, 2002 10:02

OK, so this medication I have just started is giving me morning sickness. I have been violently ill for the past 3 mornings. I can't hold anything down. Then suddenly the afternoon comes and I feel much better. This is crazy. And NO I am not pregnant. Couldn't be pregnant is more the truth. But still, this sucks. I've changed the schedule of taking the medicine & I seem to be better off this morning. I'm waiting in fear for the depression to hit. Last time I was on this pill I wanted to die. I think since Jim and I are so close and things are going well that maybe it will pass me this time. I hope.

I cannot wait to go to California. I am SO SO SO sick of Ohio. Can I mention that enough? Sheesh.

This girl is starting in our office on Monday. She seemed like the nicest person out of all the candidates for the new position, but I am still nervous. I won't be the only woman here anymore, and I can't decide if that is a good thing or a bad thing. I get along with men so much more than women. And I'm afraid she might think she is above me, which would be bullshyt. Anyway, I'll just have to wait and see how it goes.

Jim is taking me somewhere for my birthday and he's keeping it a surprise. It is only for one day, but I'm very excited. He is the most wonderful man on the planet, to me, and my very best friend.
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