In my mind
Hello everybody,
Recently I’m thinking a lot about my life. And I feel like things are changing. I know that things are not going to the plan. However, it's not the main.
I suppose that everything that happens has to happen. It makes me stronger and better! Or lazy... Ahahah... Yeah, I'm lazy! And I know it! However, I think I need something to be changed. At first, I keep a diary. It definitely helps me to be more active. But it's not enough...
I'd like to walk more, but I always find the excuses... May be it's laziness, may be not...
And more... I'd like to find an interesting job. But for this I should do something. I'm really afraid of doing it. Why? I tried a lot and nothing happened. So... Maybe I didn't try hard enough...
Now... I know that everything takes time. And I'll try again.
I know that I'm a lucky girl who gets into funny situations. And I'll try to find myself.
P.S.: I don't know why but on this B-day I'd like to get a real present, not money. I'd like to open the gifts rustling with the packaging. It sounds naive and childish, but now I want to be a kid. I need it! That way, I can go further.