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YOU BETTER READ ALL OF THIS. DON'T JUST SCAN IT FOR YOUR NAME YOU SELFISH BASTARD!!! THIS IS MY LJ!!!
ok, so someone give me suggestions on what to talk about. Anything, anytime, anywhere! I am so just blag moody that i have really nothing to say even to my best friends. oy. I mean sometimes i get a headache from trying to find things to talk about and nothing comes out. and i'm tired and i know that but i just am tired of talking about how tired i am! what do i do? i think i am going to make a list tonight of things to ask my best friends. certain things that i want to know about them, but i don't. but i think i know mostly everything. maybe not. i don't know. somebody give me a life. for the past few weeks, ok months, i have been driving around and going to people's houses and smoking. that is all we do guys! wtf? we need to find some things to do around here. it's driving me crazy. and my radio is broken in mi carro so that makes my day worse and more boring and when we just sit around, i tend to smoke...A LOT!! saturday i smoked an entire pack of reds! holy lung cancer batman!!!
so wow i need to stay away from this machine at night cause all i do is complain to empty air. let's see, this weekend, i saw seth for about oh 6 hours, same with jacqui, lindsay and elizabeth for 2, logan and tanner, were a little more than seth and jacqui, eric a little more than that, beth for about 2 hours also, morgan...all weekend!!!! mwahaha, and finally rounding the curve....andrew for an entire 20 minutes!!! NNNNOOOOOOOOO but that's our deal and actually we already broke it cause we weren't supposed to see each other that long but even though it was sort of the same weird thing, it was sort of cool. "hey andrew what did you do this weekend?" "oh nothing" (he says as he laughs in his mind thinking about all those blunts that he smoked with everyone...goodtimes) "what about you johnny" "eh..same" (i say as i make a mental list of all the gay strippers that fucked and the fact that i slept with morgan) liars suck. i am one. no more i say no more. i will no longer lie dumb little lies to make people feel bad. and i will not push away from people any further. even if they are doing it to me. i won't give in. cause one day they'll figure out...oh fuck it... one day andrew will figure out that he's gay and he will have hot sex with me yes he will!
ok not i would rather die. no offence. i mean you don't even read this. lmao. i think seth does, one time maybe, lmao, nicole does, michelle does maybe?, jordana, maybe beth and lindsay still do.. but i think lindsay's still grounded from the comp. and beth has a life. lmao. no offence to me and you guys.
god damn someone, a long time ago told me that i have talked about or refered to andrew in every lj entry. damn them. maybe if i talk to him instead of talking about him on this damn thing then we'll be friends. i mean don't get me wrong we're still friends. we're just taking a break.
75 years later....
lj entry #3467458329948585030302.2
"ok i think we are gonna hang out today, me and andrew. it will be fun. maybe i won't be mean. maybe he won't sing loud. maybe i won't lay around and smoke at his house. maybe he won't make me watch his games. maybe i won't talk shit about him anymore. yay....i told you we were best friends. holy shit!!! my new lungs just came in the mail!!! they are my 17th pair of lungs this year! Let's see...who do these belong to....WILLIAM SETH LIVESAY...oh shit! i got jipped man! those are some shitty ass tobaccoed up lungs! god damn it. maybe i can borrow lindsay's."
the next day....
"lindsay open up in there i say" i open the door.
"NOOO JOHNNY!!! YOU JUST LET SAM'S GREAT GREAT GRAND KITTY OUT THE DOOR!!!! AWWW LOOK AT HIM!!! HE'S SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!!"
"can i have your lungs lindsay?"
"not again johnny"
"hey johnny how's andrew?"
"umm...well i haven't seen him in about 75 yrs but i emailed him the other day and he didn't file a restraining order from me this time so i think we're gonna hang out soon!!!!"
"whatever johnny, you need a life"
"no lindsay i need your lindsay"
5 days later....
"well i finally got lindsay's lungs!"
"BYE LINDSAY!!!!"
"BYE JOHNNY!!!!! HOLLA!!!!!!!"
"jesus christ lindsay."
ok, so someone give me suggestions on what to talk about. Anything, anytime, anywhere! I am so just blag moody that i have really nothing to say even to my best friends. oy. I mean sometimes i get a headache from trying to find things to talk about and nothing comes out. and i'm tired and i know that but i just am tired of talking about how tired i am! what do i do? i think i am going to make a list tonight of things to ask my best friends. certain things that i want to know about them, but i don't. but i think i know mostly everything. maybe not. i don't know. somebody give me a life. for the past few weeks, ok months, i have been driving around and going to people's houses and smoking. that is all we do guys! wtf? we need to find some things to do around here. it's driving me crazy. and my radio is broken in mi carro so that makes my day worse and more boring and when we just sit around, i tend to smoke...A LOT!! saturday i smoked an entire pack of reds! holy lung cancer batman!!!
so wow i need to stay away from this machine at night cause all i do is complain to empty air. let's see, this weekend, i saw seth for about oh 6 hours, same with jacqui, lindsay and elizabeth for 2, logan and tanner, were a little more than seth and jacqui, eric a little more than that, beth for about 2 hours also, morgan...all weekend!!!! mwahaha, and finally rounding the curve....andrew for an entire 20 minutes!!! NNNNOOOOOOOOO but that's our deal and actually we already broke it cause we weren't supposed to see each other that long but even though it was sort of the same weird thing, it was sort of cool. "hey andrew what did you do this weekend?" "oh nothing" (he says as he laughs in his mind thinking about all those blunts that he smoked with everyone...goodtimes) "what about you johnny" "eh..same" (i say as i make a mental list of all the gay strippers that fucked and the fact that i slept with morgan) liars suck. i am one. no more i say no more. i will no longer lie dumb little lies to make people feel bad. and i will not push away from people any further. even if they are doing it to me. i won't give in. cause one day they'll figure out...oh fuck it... one day andrew will figure out that he's gay and he will have hot sex with me yes he will!
ok not i would rather die. no offence. i mean you don't even read this. lmao. i think seth does, one time maybe, lmao, nicole does, michelle does maybe?, jordana, maybe beth and lindsay still do.. but i think lindsay's still grounded from the comp. and beth has a life. lmao. no offence to me and you guys.
god damn someone, a long time ago told me that i have talked about or refered to andrew in every lj entry. damn them. maybe if i talk to him instead of talking about him on this damn thing then we'll be friends. i mean don't get me wrong we're still friends. we're just taking a break.
75 years later....
lj entry #3467458329948585030302.2
"ok i think we are gonna hang out today, me and andrew. it will be fun. maybe i won't be mean. maybe he won't sing loud. maybe i won't lay around and smoke at his house. maybe he won't make me watch his games. maybe i won't talk shit about him anymore. yay....i told you we were best friends. holy shit!!! my new lungs just came in the mail!!! they are my 17th pair of lungs this year! Let's see...who do these belong to....WILLIAM SETH LIVESAY...oh shit! i got jipped man! those are some shitty ass tobaccoed up lungs! god damn it. maybe i can borrow lindsay's."
the next day....
"lindsay open up in there i say" i open the door.
"NOOO JOHNNY!!! YOU JUST LET SAM'S GREAT GREAT GRAND KITTY OUT THE DOOR!!!! AWWW LOOK AT HIM!!! HE'S SO PRETTY!!!!!!!!!"
"can i have your lungs lindsay?"
"not again johnny"
"hey johnny how's andrew?"
"umm...well i haven't seen him in about 75 yrs but i emailed him the other day and he didn't file a restraining order from me this time so i think we're gonna hang out soon!!!!"
"whatever johnny, you need a life"
"no lindsay i need your lindsay"
5 days later....
"well i finally got lindsay's lungs!"
"BYE LINDSAY!!!!"
"BYE JOHNNY!!!!! HOLLA!!!!!!!"
"jesus christ lindsay."