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What a strange strange time
School is done (for now) and my marks are in and it went better than expected which is quite the relief.
I have been feeling kinda sick of late, not a head cold but a constant stomach ache, enough to make the world seem weird
I am back working at Don Cherry's which is nice because i know it and it means that i didn't have to go through the process of begging for a job anywhere but bad because it means that i am right back where i left off.
Meh.
My man is the most wonderful man in the whole wide world. i know a few of you ladies out there have wonderful men and probably think that they are the best but allow me to assure you that mine really is ;)
He called me all proud today, his benefits have finally kicked in at the job he has been working for the last 3 months. 2 months ago i was complaining of a tooth ache and so he opted for the premium package at his work so that both him and myself are 85% covered for dental and 100% covered for medical. He said he opted for this on purpose because he likes my smile and that if we wanted to have a baby in the next few years he wanted to make sure that all our bases were covered.
In sadder news my Grandfather who has been the light of my life is depressed and wants to end his life. It is so weird for me because i feel like i have helped so many with their problems with suicide but i feel powerless when it comes to my own family. He is 90 years old and in pain and i guess what bothers me most is that i dont really blame him, if it was 90 and broken i can't say that i would want to go on for ever either.
My father is picking me up tonight and we are having a kind of "intervention" to see what needs to happen next.
i guess i should get ready for that now. All i wanted to do was chill out for the night but it seems that is just not in the cards.
well lets see how it all plays out
School is done (for now) and my marks are in and it went better than expected which is quite the relief.
I have been feeling kinda sick of late, not a head cold but a constant stomach ache, enough to make the world seem weird
I am back working at Don Cherry's which is nice because i know it and it means that i didn't have to go through the process of begging for a job anywhere but bad because it means that i am right back where i left off.
Meh.
My man is the most wonderful man in the whole wide world. i know a few of you ladies out there have wonderful men and probably think that they are the best but allow me to assure you that mine really is ;)
He called me all proud today, his benefits have finally kicked in at the job he has been working for the last 3 months. 2 months ago i was complaining of a tooth ache and so he opted for the premium package at his work so that both him and myself are 85% covered for dental and 100% covered for medical. He said he opted for this on purpose because he likes my smile and that if we wanted to have a baby in the next few years he wanted to make sure that all our bases were covered.
In sadder news my Grandfather who has been the light of my life is depressed and wants to end his life. It is so weird for me because i feel like i have helped so many with their problems with suicide but i feel powerless when it comes to my own family. He is 90 years old and in pain and i guess what bothers me most is that i dont really blame him, if it was 90 and broken i can't say that i would want to go on for ever either.
My father is picking me up tonight and we are having a kind of "intervention" to see what needs to happen next.
i guess i should get ready for that now. All i wanted to do was chill out for the night but it seems that is just not in the cards.
well lets see how it all plays out