flipped out

[catravine]

Sorry everyone about last night. I feel too powerless sometimes. I see other people accomplishing great things of all kinds, and i feel like I can never do anything. There's something bothering me and I can't tell what it is. I can't trust people, I can't seem to do anything right lately, and I can't be happy. I feel like shit also because I'm bringing people that actually do care about me down to. I'm too selfish to realize that there are people who do care.

It's not the not smoking after all I guess, I don't know what it is.