Liars, Backstabbers....Best Ex-Friends?
So last night I talked to Lance again for 3 and a half hours. It was really great, but before I talked to who I thought was a good friend who "detoxed me from how I get depressed" I had really gotten mad at him but it was worth it....Hell Mother Fucking NO. His bitch ass lied to me about somethings. This was the same guy who I liked and fucking trusted. He told me that he didn't want a relationship with anybody because he didn't have the time and patience for it. So why the fuck are you dating someone now. I hate Liars and especially if they lie to me. He told me that I should stop holding stuff back and I am. The Motherfucker didn't know he let out a bad ass, not taking shit from Jenny down the street or her fuckin father, a krazy guy who can kick ass once angered...shit he let out the fuckin Incredable hulk in me. And I get very angry. I don't want to see him for a while or I will go off on him...the shittyest thing is that he is going with a friend of ours....who knew I liked him. So am I in a Jerry Springer Fucked up This isn't my freakin Life Show. I swear God put me on this earth to get fucked! I don't think I really need to put an icon up to know how I'm feeling, those of you back home know how I can get once angry....App is about to see the cat that was let out of the bag!!!!! My mom is coming tomorrow to see the show and I hope to God that I am calm down. I need to release this anger. I already broke this fucking porn CD b-glaad was passing out (sorry for those in there who are reading this but I am fucking pissed) and I feel like breaking something else...Lance I hope you get on soon...I need to talk to you... You always make me feel better.