Life sucks spectacularly and so I will uselessly bitch about it.
My car was stolen. This would suck no matter what, but to add to the suckage is the problem of my insurance. Yes I do have it, but only liability (it was a really old car not worth the shell out) so I'm getting zilch from them.
Also, we're moving in a week. There is way too much freaking packing to be done, between two separate apartments. And we have to buy a fridge, a lawnmower, and set up utilities also.
And there is the ongoing drama from my idiocy in signing a new 2 yr lease with the roomie, even though I thought I'd probably be moving in 2 months. Mistakenly I thought I could set her up for 2 years of low rent and still get out of the legal circle with my money intact. WRONG! So now I've got to waive my right to any deposit money, so I'm not on the hook for 2 rents if anything goes wrong with her (crossfingers that she doesn't have that misfortune). But that means I just cross my fingers and hope that the roomie continues to be as upstanding as she has been in the past. It's hard to do that when it feels like everyone else is screwing you over.
I have no faith in humanity right now. And very little in myself. I'm too damn willing to forget past troubles and give people way more credit and leeway then I should. I need to cover my own ass better.
*sigh* can I go back to being five when someone else dealt with all this complicated shit?
Also, we're moving in a week. There is way too much freaking packing to be done, between two separate apartments. And we have to buy a fridge, a lawnmower, and set up utilities also.
And there is the ongoing drama from my idiocy in signing a new 2 yr lease with the roomie, even though I thought I'd probably be moving in 2 months. Mistakenly I thought I could set her up for 2 years of low rent and still get out of the legal circle with my money intact. WRONG! So now I've got to waive my right to any deposit money, so I'm not on the hook for 2 rents if anything goes wrong with her (crossfingers that she doesn't have that misfortune). But that means I just cross my fingers and hope that the roomie continues to be as upstanding as she has been in the past. It's hard to do that when it feels like everyone else is screwing you over.
I have no faith in humanity right now. And very little in myself. I'm too damn willing to forget past troubles and give people way more credit and leeway then I should. I need to cover my own ass better.
*sigh* can I go back to being five when someone else dealt with all this complicated shit?