lonely and moving
i have been back from peoria for ONE day! i am so bored and lonely... this sucks alot.
idk how i think im going to be able to handle moving far away and be okay with only having work/school/students, cats and cow, and warm weather to occupy my time.
altho, i was also thinking today... that i have not ever regreted going somewhere that i didnt know anyone. high school, and college have been great. i did it alone and met awesome people both places. even choices i have made in college, where i had to choose between what i was most comfortable with what i took a risk on liking, have turned out great.
im home, calling people that i dont see alot to hang out... but they arent around. and my friends in peoria won't answer their phones either.
if i move away, will i be only a phone call away, or will i really be an ocean away???
idk how i think im going to be able to handle moving far away and be okay with only having work/school/students, cats and cow, and warm weather to occupy my time.
altho, i was also thinking today... that i have not ever regreted going somewhere that i didnt know anyone. high school, and college have been great. i did it alone and met awesome people both places. even choices i have made in college, where i had to choose between what i was most comfortable with what i took a risk on liking, have turned out great.
im home, calling people that i dont see alot to hang out... but they arent around. and my friends in peoria won't answer their phones either.
if i move away, will i be only a phone call away, or will i really be an ocean away???