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The last week I have twice dreamed that I cheated on Mark. Both times it was with someone that, in the dream, I really cared about and could have loved if I wasn't with Mark. Both times Mark was understanding and forgiving. He didn't seem angry or too upset. Usually Mark and I share our dreams but I was so unsettled by these!
I've never had a reoccurring dream before. I looked it up and found this : To dream that you are cheating on your spouse, mate, or significant other, suggests feelings of self-guilt and self-betrayal. You may have compromised your beliefs or integrity and/or wasting your energy and time on fruitless endeavors. Alternatively, it reflects the intensity of your sexual passion and exploring areas of your sexuality. It is actually a reaffirmation of your commitment. Furthermore, it is not uncommon for people approaching a wedding to have dreams about erotic experiences with partners other than their intended spouses. Most likely, such dreams represent the newness of your sexual passion. It may also signify anxieties of changing your identity - that of a spouse.
I think it may have to do with the last part most of all, and a bit the beginning of compromising yourself. Moving in is a big step, especially as it's farther away from everything. I'm really excited though! I really want to be involved in the community and I'm looking for jobs in the area. I think I am probably going to be taking a good break from school, but hopefully writing a lot more (read: at all). Going back to the dream, though, Mark and I have very different decorating tastes and so we're both compromising and finding things we both will like, but I'm sad to see so much of what made home for me for so long go.
I've never had a reoccurring dream before. I looked it up and found this : To dream that you are cheating on your spouse, mate, or significant other, suggests feelings of self-guilt and self-betrayal. You may have compromised your beliefs or integrity and/or wasting your energy and time on fruitless endeavors. Alternatively, it reflects the intensity of your sexual passion and exploring areas of your sexuality. It is actually a reaffirmation of your commitment. Furthermore, it is not uncommon for people approaching a wedding to have dreams about erotic experiences with partners other than their intended spouses. Most likely, such dreams represent the newness of your sexual passion. It may also signify anxieties of changing your identity - that of a spouse.
I think it may have to do with the last part most of all, and a bit the beginning of compromising yourself. Moving in is a big step, especially as it's farther away from everything. I'm really excited though! I really want to be involved in the community and I'm looking for jobs in the area. I think I am probably going to be taking a good break from school, but hopefully writing a lot more (read: at all). Going back to the dream, though, Mark and I have very different decorating tastes and so we're both compromising and finding things we both will like, but I'm sad to see so much of what made home for me for so long go.