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I have a lot going on right now.
A lot of things going through my mind.
It's getting hard to sort what's real and what's bullshit.
It's even harder for me to have to cope with it.
I think I'm just going to get in my car and drive. Where? I dunno. Away.
Away from this town, away from these people, away from this life. If I drive away from my problems, maybe I can start fresh somewhere else and maybe they won't find me where I go. Whereever that is.
Who knows? Maybe I'm for real, and maybe I'm just having an ephiphanific thought. Yes, I made up the word ephiphanific. (It means, obviously, "like an epiphany.")
I hate this city. I hate these people. I hate these establishments. I hate the pine trees. I hate the pollen. I hate the humidity. I want to go somewhere where I know I'll be free. Free from the burdens and the problems of my everyday life- free from the crime. Free from the feelings of lonliness that we all get from time to time. Free from the mind games. (If there ever WERE any. Hell, I don't think I'll ever know.)
I tipped a waiter today with a five dollar bill. If I had had a ten, I would've given it. Why? Money equals problems.
A lot of things going through my mind.
It's getting hard to sort what's real and what's bullshit.
It's even harder for me to have to cope with it.
I think I'm just going to get in my car and drive. Where? I dunno. Away.
Away from this town, away from these people, away from this life. If I drive away from my problems, maybe I can start fresh somewhere else and maybe they won't find me where I go. Whereever that is.
Who knows? Maybe I'm for real, and maybe I'm just having an ephiphanific thought. Yes, I made up the word ephiphanific. (It means, obviously, "like an epiphany.")
I hate this city. I hate these people. I hate these establishments. I hate the pine trees. I hate the pollen. I hate the humidity. I want to go somewhere where I know I'll be free. Free from the burdens and the problems of my everyday life- free from the crime. Free from the feelings of lonliness that we all get from time to time. Free from the mind games. (If there ever WERE any. Hell, I don't think I'll ever know.)
I tipped a waiter today with a five dollar bill. If I had had a ten, I would've given it. Why? Money equals problems.