Jan 31, 2006 04:42
I had a horrible work day. Absolutely Abhoric... if I had to describe it in two words. Found out from Disney HR that I'd been cross-referenced somehow as BOTH a CT and a CP. I was accidentally deleted from the system when I left as a CP. OOPS DISNEY- I'M A C-T-. CEE-TEE. SEASONAL. So HR gave me the confidential voicemail of Becky Pommier - my immediate retail guest service manager over area 50 Merchandise. It's up to Becky to re-instate me - which she will-- but as it stands- she and Derrick the Artist just got married on the 15th (all things well, hopefully)- so she's probably on her honeymoon.
Oh well - it takes time.
Then at work it was one thing after another. The whole snowball effect thing- ya know? I almost quit. But that little tiny hint of "BetterJudgement" overruled my conscience. (Damn Better Judgement is a bitch!) If I didn't have some bills to pay I would've been like "see ya later fuckholes!"
Luckily I have AWESOME Assistant Managers.They all know me. They all work well with me. And LUCKILY we have Mike Pitts as the assistant covering my department- and he is strictly by the book,no nonsense, handle your business. So he and Janice calmed me down and Mike's got my back on the situation. Electronics is about to have a rude awakening....
So just as I was recovering I walked my area to zone and "The Middle" by Jimmy Eat World came on and totally made me feel better. It was like a good omen or something.
So here are the lyrics.
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best, try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right
Hey, you know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own
So don't buy in, live right now
Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right
It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right