Hey, Nate updated his journal!
I feel like this livejournal is an old friend whom I lost touch with when I started seeing myspace, and now we're back in touch, and it's my slutty mistress.
A hot, slutty, mistress.
But let's look beyond that.
I'm sitting here, and I have about a half an hour until I need to start getting ready for work, so I thought I'd write some things out here, considering I tend to get more profound responses on livejournal than I do on myspace.
I really hope that those of you who're reading this never have to live with this terror. Maybe you are living with this terror. I hope that if you are, you're handling it better than I.
I'm 20 years old, and I feel like I've nothing to show for it. Everyone I know is moving on in life, and I feel like I'm exactly where I was 2, 3, even 4 years ago.
I keep jumping around on my "chosen" career, that it's starting to annoy people...I can't blame them. I've been all over the map.
I look at my friends' lives, the ones who went off to college and are doing something with themselves, and I'm truly jealous. I know I'm probably romanticizing your lives, but I can't help but feel like I got left behind.
I have nobody to blame for that but myself.
I go to community college a semester, then take two off, then go again, and it's not even like I'm taking the semesters off by choice - it's by circumstance. I've raised my GPA up to 3.1 (better than the 2.5 I graduated high school with at least), but something's missing.
Someone I was talking to made me realize just how much I DO miss doing theatre. I've been thinking about checking into what I'd have to do to go into that field of work.
I don't know. This is a paper thin rant, but still...
Thanks for reading.
Please leave me some profound thoughts, journalers.
PS - I don't think myspace suspects a thing.
A hot, slutty, mistress.
But let's look beyond that.
I'm sitting here, and I have about a half an hour until I need to start getting ready for work, so I thought I'd write some things out here, considering I tend to get more profound responses on livejournal than I do on myspace.
I really hope that those of you who're reading this never have to live with this terror. Maybe you are living with this terror. I hope that if you are, you're handling it better than I.
I'm 20 years old, and I feel like I've nothing to show for it. Everyone I know is moving on in life, and I feel like I'm exactly where I was 2, 3, even 4 years ago.
I keep jumping around on my "chosen" career, that it's starting to annoy people...I can't blame them. I've been all over the map.
I look at my friends' lives, the ones who went off to college and are doing something with themselves, and I'm truly jealous. I know I'm probably romanticizing your lives, but I can't help but feel like I got left behind.
I have nobody to blame for that but myself.
I go to community college a semester, then take two off, then go again, and it's not even like I'm taking the semesters off by choice - it's by circumstance. I've raised my GPA up to 3.1 (better than the 2.5 I graduated high school with at least), but something's missing.
Someone I was talking to made me realize just how much I DO miss doing theatre. I've been thinking about checking into what I'd have to do to go into that field of work.
I don't know. This is a paper thin rant, but still...
Thanks for reading.
Please leave me some profound thoughts, journalers.
PS - I don't think myspace suspects a thing.