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been getting really pissed off at myself atm. im on holiday from work(again) and i've only been out the house for a grand total of about 4 hours this week. its not like i have nothing to do, more like noone to do it with. so then i decide to go out on my bike, and see if i can still do half of the stuff i used to be able to. turns out i cant, or at least, not push myself to do it. and its pissing me off greatly, and worrying because i havent actually started sk8ing this season. i dont want to not be able to skate. but even then its hard because i cant risk hurting myself, and going off sick on work.
im already on a stage two warning, and if im off for any 2 periods within 6 months of each other, i get moved up to stage 3, and then it goes to the big bosses. if i was to break my wrist again, they would know it'll be two times, after they've told me not to risk myself skating again, and i'd prolly lose my job.
i cant afford to lose my job, i've got a £4000 loan about to start coming off. i need a new job. but getting a new job means i'll prolly have to lose my hair, and i really really dont want to do that
ah who knows, it'll prolly sort itself out, but still..
im already on a stage two warning, and if im off for any 2 periods within 6 months of each other, i get moved up to stage 3, and then it goes to the big bosses. if i was to break my wrist again, they would know it'll be two times, after they've told me not to risk myself skating again, and i'd prolly lose my job.
i cant afford to lose my job, i've got a £4000 loan about to start coming off. i need a new job. but getting a new job means i'll prolly have to lose my hair, and i really really dont want to do that
ah who knows, it'll prolly sort itself out, but still..