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I'm done, it's over. I was stupid for even trying. I thought he would atleast give it a try but he didn't want to. He is a very shitty person and doesn't know how to appreciate anything. I don't understand how someone can hate themselves and life so much. It makes me so so sad. I wanted to make him happy, but I can't do that and he is just not worth it; he is way too fucked in the head.
The Brian I knew that first week is so different from the real Brian. Part of me wishes he coulda faked it for a little longer, but then it just woulda been harder and more of a horrible surprise. Glad he didn't try to hide it.
Brian is the opposite of what I want, and I knew it early on. Never again. No more exceptions. I know what I want and I'm not gonna make any more exceptions.
The Brian I knew that first week is so different from the real Brian. Part of me wishes he coulda faked it for a little longer, but then it just woulda been harder and more of a horrible surprise. Glad he didn't try to hide it.
Brian is the opposite of what I want, and I knew it early on. Never again. No more exceptions. I know what I want and I'm not gonna make any more exceptions.