May 11, 2009 23:17
I can deal with the depression, the shyness, the drug use, but I can't deal with the apathy. He doesn't care either way and I told him that. He was like "I just don't play the games other people are used to playing" and I was like "I don't want to play games, I just want to see you!" Then he said "Well you can come study, I don't care." Exactly! You don't care!
I just told him he does play games, because when I step back he gets interested again, but when I want to see him he gets distant. He text me back and was like "Ya, it's like I'm schizo or something." No! You are perfectly normal, you mother fucker!
On the plus side, Kenji, this guy I met the same night I hooked up with Brian, just sent me a text. I hadn't heard from him in like a week. I thought I had offended him somehow (I told him what we call Canadians sometimes...). He appologized for going awol and said work had been really busy. We are gonna do something next week :)