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I apologize. Today was out of hand. I should not have expressed my feelings so openly, I hated feeling that vulnerable. I was embarassed. I am just so sick of this bullshit. I know you're better than that.
I visited my sanctuary today. How did I ever give that up? Nothing can replace the feelings I get when I go there. The sounds and smells fill my senses like nothing else. Some memories are painful though....
"Scattered words and empty thoughts
seem to pour from my heart
I've never felt so torn before."
Fly Away
Shadowed by the illusion of night
The moon suspends in the breeze
Waves push the discarded sea.
Innocence is drowned.
She is drawn closer.
The insipid clique calls to her
So she sweeps forward.
Oblivious.
Naive.
Eyes wide open,
Her vows are broken.
She is just like them.
But she is empty.
Her life is not er own.
Merely existing
She yearns to live.
To break away.
With the group, she resists her urges.
But on her own, she is awake.
Senses on overdrive,
The sand caresses her toes
Her hair whips
The breeze drapes on her shoulders.
And she flies away.
The moon is gorgeous. Check it out.
I visited my sanctuary today. How did I ever give that up? Nothing can replace the feelings I get when I go there. The sounds and smells fill my senses like nothing else. Some memories are painful though....
"Scattered words and empty thoughts
seem to pour from my heart
I've never felt so torn before."
Fly Away
Shadowed by the illusion of night
The moon suspends in the breeze
Waves push the discarded sea.
Innocence is drowned.
She is drawn closer.
The insipid clique calls to her
So she sweeps forward.
Oblivious.
Naive.
Eyes wide open,
Her vows are broken.
She is just like them.
But she is empty.
Her life is not er own.
Merely existing
She yearns to live.
To break away.
With the group, she resists her urges.
But on her own, she is awake.
Senses on overdrive,
The sand caresses her toes
Her hair whips
The breeze drapes on her shoulders.
And she flies away.
The moon is gorgeous. Check it out.