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im kinda ticked. see shane's dad decided to yell at him in front of me in the car like he always does, but guess what about.... ok shane drives a GMC Sierra GT, ok an american made car. his sister drives a Honda Civic EX (i think thats right) a not american car. shane and i had to bring his truck to the shop again 'cause the slave cylinder for the hydraulic clutch is going out, but after this shane has no idea what to expect. this is the 2nd or 3rd time that its been in the shop the last 4 months. well, his car (the american one) has 76,000 miles on it, k? and his sisters car which has 130,000 miles on it has been in the shop once for a wiring problem.
ok, now here's his dads problem. shane wants a new Dodge SRT4 the first and only time that he'll ever want to bye a Dodge anything. so his dad made a HUGE deal about shane never wanting to bye or even look at anything other than an american car. so shane argues back about how he did look at other models but non fit to his liking. so his dad gets all pissy and tells him that, no he didnt look at anything else, and all this bull shit. and then his dad goes "ok, we'll settle this right here. you bye that american car and you drive it, but i dont want to here you complain about how you dont get good enough gas mileage, or after your car reaches 50,000 mile it has to go to the shop."
what a prick.
anyway, i havent started exercising like i want to, im just to lazy. i really want to get healthy. i look at myself and i realize that i dont really look as healthy as i use too. a lot of you will tell me that i dont need to do any of that, that i look great, but what you cant understand is the way that i feel. And i dont mean emotionally, i mean physically. i dont feel the same. i'm lazy, i have no energy, i have worse back pain now then i ever had before (i know that i have seen the doctor about that (back pain) and im on meds, but i never take them, they make me sick) i get cramps anywhere (i.e. i got a cramp in my calf from walking, i got a cramp in my chest today from trying to put on my seat belt) i'm just a frail, unhealthy little girl.
i just spent the last 2 days on the floor scrubbing the grout in my house. for those of you who dont know what im talking about, the stuff in between the tiles that are usually in your kitchen or maybe in your bathroom, in my case, the whole downstairs minus the living room. no i dont want you to feel bad for me or anything, i chose to do it, but if i didnt do it, who would have? so then i developed a pinched nerve in my back right in the muscle at the end of you shoulder blade so every time that i moved my arm a certain way, it hurt like hell. so everyone at shanes house was saying have jenna (his sister) message it out (she went to austin schools of message). i kept rejecting and rejecting until today, we were all down stairs and shane was like "hey jenna can you message the nerve in catie's back?" ohhh i was furious. i gave him the go to hell look. but she drug in her message chair, did a little number on me, and then it hurt. so i stretched it and moved it and then it started to feel better. mmm it was nice. its still there, but i can tell that it will be gone soon.... she didnt just rub my nerve she also did my shoulders and my neck and she was so amazed at how someone could be so stressed and still be able to move. im just that good.
i hope to get a job at Fountain of Beauty on 57th street, but who knows. im just so stressed.