Singing
I just realized that I want to do something in my life about singing. I want the world to hear my voice. I want people to be touched by my songs as I am by others'. It's just that... I know that the competition is fierce out there. There are so many people that have voices as good, if not better, than my own. I wouldn't be able to make it compared to these people. Not everyone can be famous. I would never be able to make it if I went on American Idol or anything like that. But then again... I always stand in front of my mirror singing "I Turn to You" by Christina Aguilera. I can hit all of the notes, and I know that I sound good when I sing it. I picture singing in front of the judges on American Idol. I picture what they would say. I picture Simon putting me down... But sometimes that's what you have to go through in order to make it. I dunno... Maybe I should stick to being a Christian singer. But I'm not good at writing songs about God. It's so hard to think of something to write. But it is easy to write songs about everyday life, guys, and friends. I just wish so much that I would be able to make it. And I wish that if I even mentioned it to my family, that they would support me on the matter... They would want me to have a realistic dream. If only I could take voice lessons, and find someone to get me a record deal. It's my dream. I wish that it could be fulfilled. I just wish that God would grant me this one wish, this one dream. I sometimes compare my voice to other people who are famous, and I sound a lot better. Like Hillary Duff... So many people love her, but her voice isn't even good. I could be so much better than her. The reason I've been having so much trouble finding something that I want to do is that all I want to do is sing. Just to sing my heart out all of the time. I just wish it could happen...