Jun 23, 2007 20:54
I am no deep thinker, but now and then a few moments jump up and make me think.
I am at a point in my life where things are not where I want them to be.
I have a great Boyfriend, on the other side of the planet.
I'm in good health but with a body I can't feel comfortable in.
I have a fantastic group of friends, all of who I don't see much anymore.
I love my Fox, he's one of the reasons I keep trying to get to the USoA, the main reason in fact, almost the only reason. Sure a lot of my friends live there, and it's wonderful to see them, but Fox really is the one I love. Seeing the different parts of the country is fun, but I can travel to cheaper places in this hemisphere.
The last year or even 18 months, I've been without a computer or reliable net access or the funds to replace them, this has made a lot of people very distant, and to my regret forced me to cancel a long planned trip with Talisman to Melbourne.
The highlight of my fortnights have been a 5 hour round trip to Brisbane to play a game of DQ, for 6 hours last time not one player bar myself turned up.
this post really is a kind of whine about a heap of uncollected thoughts, so ignore it at your will. I just needed to talk a little and maybe work a few things out.